Fanfiction: Kagene Rei x Kagamine Rin "Letters" ( ~Story of Evil~ )

Dear Riliane,
My dear princess, it' has been quite awhile since we have spoken. Things here have not been looking up. As of late, the war with Marlon has been wavering in their favour. Nothing is to be feared, though! We will prosper! Besides that, I think about you much through out my day. I wonder if you do the same... It saddens me everyday to realise you and I can not be together. We'd make a perfect pair. But, I understand. The Kingdom must come first. I just hope he treats you well. Although, I sincerely and deeply hope we must not meet in battle, my Love. Please, I beg of you, do not bring us to that. 

Forever yours, 
Reiner

Dear Reiner,
Things over here are doing horrible! Kyle has vetoed the marriage because of a Elphe woman! How silly of him, yes!? I cannot allow such scandalous behavior to ensue. How could he do this to me...? Lucifenia will be heading to war soon.This horrendous girl cannot be allowed to live, and I certainly won't stand it. Even if it means I have to kill every green haired woman alive! Stupid, stupid, completely and utterly stupid! To think... No, I apologise. On other matters, don't worry, my dear Reiner. No way would I even dream of helping Marlon! Maybe Lioness and Lucifenia can even form an alliance... We must meet in person sometime to discuss things.

Love,
Riliane

Dear Riliane,
I suppose I should feel sadden by the knowledge of your betrothal, but I do not. I'm more than pleased actually. Maybe... we can finally..? I suppose it's too late to do that... It seems I was wrong on prospering. They have invaded the country, so I was informed. Most of my servants have left me. I suppose in the end, I was never meant to be a king? I -

Dear Reiner,
You haven't wrote back... I've heard Marlon got into Lioness! Please, please, are you okay? Please, Reiner. Be okay. I'm scared. I can't lose you. I need you with me. I don't know what to do... We're losing, Reiner.. Lucifenia will soon be invaded also. I'm scared... I don't want to die. I can't die... not like this. I'm the princess, I'm the...queen. I couldn't possibly- Please... be okay. I love you, Reiner.
Love,
Riliane

Dear Riliane,
I heard if you put a parchment with a wish on it, into a small bottle, into the sea, the wish would come true. I have so much regret.. Riliane... Rubia.. Rubia isn't here. My dear sister... What have I done? How could I let this happen? Because of me... she's dead. They killed her... She wouldn't let me stop her. Why would she do that? I couldn't stop her.. Please Rin, whatever you do, don't let Allen do the same thing. I know your brother. Him and Rubia.. are more alike than one would think. I just...I hope you get out of this alive. Please. If only one of us could..
I wish you would live to be old and happy...

Until death do we part, 
Reiner

Dear Reiner,
Reiner, I haven't written to you in a long. I wrote a message in a bottle and sent it out to the sea. Allen had said that if you did that, the wish should come true. Maybe... it's okay if I do it twice? I'm sure it should still work... right? One for Allen and one for you.. You're probably wondering what has been going on... Allen... he.. came up to me during the war. We were.. well you can guess what happened. In the end.. he died for me. Why? Who would do that? I'm Evil, Reiner. I've done so much bad things, things I cannot take back. If only I could.. I'd still my most beloved brother. Reiner, wherever you are, I hope you're doing okay. I hope Rubia is doing alright.
I really do wish we can meet again one day.. all of us.
You, me, Allen, and Rubia.. the four of us.
Forever Yours,
Riliane

Admin answers 150 questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?  My little cousin, I was walking with her to the store. 2. Are you outgoing or shy?    Depends, mostly shy. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?     Not sure. I have a friend dead set on seeing me one day, so I suppose her. 4. Are you easy to get along with?      Depends, usually, I suppose? 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?    I doubt he'd even notice. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?     I'm attracted to people that are human. I don't have specifics, jfc. 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?      Haha, no. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?        "uvu .... I'm not naming names." << 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?     Yes, well. Usually. Not all the time. I usually get over it and feel more comfy. 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?     Lisa. 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?     "*unknowingly being looked at while thinking about who'd be submissive and dominant* Hm.." as Rei. 12. What are your 5 favourite songs right now?    Hm. Don't know. Probably some Vocaloid songs. I'm sure Unhappy Refrain, Sorry to You, and -ERROR are up there. Also because I've been editing a UST of it, Jitter Doll has been in my head. 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?      I wouldn't know. Nobody ever has. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?       Yes, too bad luck isn't on my side. 15. What good thing happened this summer?       Nothing, well.. I suppose Rei has more people to talk to. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?      No. 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?   No, since it has not been proven. Only in Doctor Who, will I believe. 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?      No, he was a dick. 19. Do you like bubble baths?      Sometimes. I prefer showers. 20. Do you like your neighbours?        Meh.  The woman bakes and gives me some sweets from time to time, they just need to pay their rent man. 21. What are you bad habits?           Biting my nails. 22. Where would you like to travel?       Honestly, everywhere. Mostly Japan. 23. Do you have trust issues?      With, guys, yes. Girls, meh. 24. Favourite part of your daily routine?       Playing video games. 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?     I don't like my tummy- then again I hate my feet and hands. Ye, mostly the latter. 26. What do you do when you wake up?     Try to remember my dream, debate on waking up from that dream. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?    Neither, I kind of like my skin colour. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?    No one any more. 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?     No, since I don't talk to them. 30. Do you ever want to get married?     Hell yes. 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?   *Is. Yes it is, I make one sometimes. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?      ...Hm.. I'll leave the info to my mind. 33. Spell your name with your chin.       juhsdyrfiujnhm. I tried. not rlly. 34. Do you play sports? What sports?    Used to play soccer. Does virtually fighting titans count? 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?    ... I love both so much... TV, I suppose... /cries. 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?     Yeah. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?    "                  " < that. I say nothing. unless I have something to say. it'd probably be some picture, or random comment. 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?      They like my hobbies too, for both. For a girl, I like cute girls, Someone I could protect or something. They'll be the type who understands how much gaming and stuff means to me and will sometimes sit back and watch me play or join in. For a guy, he has to be a gamer. I tend to like to watch them play. I like mysterious guys, but then I love those guys who act cool and stuff, then act sweet around only me. That's just, yes. Both genders, I would like for them to know how to cook. Because I suck at cooking. I suppose... I can clean, but cooking, nah, unless they like hot pockets and ramen. 39. What are your favourite stores to shop in?    Gaming stores, computer stores, anime stores. 40. What do you want to do after high school?     I'm already out of high school though- 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?      Yes.. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?      It means I'm busy. 43. Do you smile at strangers?     Sometimes. It's usually to older/elder woman. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?     Bottom of the Ocean. I'd get Space sick. 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?    morning afternoon/evening. Usually it's the computer life, but now it's my cat. She won't stop bothering me and tries to wake me up. 46. What are you paranoid about?     Rejection and Humiliation. 47. Have you ever been high?      No. 48. Have you ever been drunk?      I guess? 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?     I suppose. 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?      Green. 51. Ever wished you were someone else?      Yeah. 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?         I'd be more irresistible. 53. Favourite makeup brand?     Don't care about it. 54. Favourite store?       Gamestop, I suppose. 55. Favourite blog?       Pizza. 56. Favourite colour?     Blue and sea foam green. 57. Favourite food?       Usually chips. 58. Last thing you ate?      Ramen. 59. First thing you ate this morning?       Nothing yet. 60. Ever won a competition? For what?      I won a checkers competition. I also got 3rd place in Chess. I can't remember anything else. 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?     I think I got suspended once for a fight. Can't remember. I was a good kid, okay. 62. Been arrested? For what?      No. 63. Ever been in love?      Yes, I suppose so. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?     I was like 8, this girl came over, she was like 14/15, She kissed me.. and stuff. 65. Are you hungry right now?     Sort of. 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?       hahahahaha. what real friends. 67. Facebook or Twitter?      I have FB, but I hate it so, I suppose twitter, even if I don't have it. 68. Twitter or Tumblr?    Tumblr all the way. 69. Are you watching tv right now?     No. 70. Names of your bestfriends?    Lisa and Alex. 71. Craving something? What?      I could use some sushi right now. 72. What colour are your towels?      Random. Blue, Multi-colored, Red, White, etc. 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?      Let's see.. The minimum is 2, but right now on my bed is about 7 pillows. 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?     Depends on how I feel... If I'm sad, yes, okay. 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?      A lot. Most of them are in the closet though. 75. Favourite animal?     Cheetah. Second is a wolf. 76. What colour is your underwear?     Dark Purple. 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?      Chocolate. 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?      Rocky Road. 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?      Black. 80. What colour pants?     Basketball shorts, black and red. 81. Favourite tv show?      I like Supernatural a lot. 82. Favourite movie?      Hell if I know. 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?    Classic is always the best. 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?    You go Glenn Coco. 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?     Gretchen. 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?     Dori. 87. First person you talked to today?      Taito. 88. Last person you talked to today?     My day isn't even over yet. so hold the fucking phone.     89. Name a person you hate?        I don't hate, I just massively dislike certain people. 90. Name a person you love?       Lisa and Alex. They are one. Ye. 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?       No. 92. In a fight with someone?      I don't think so? 93. How many sweatpants do you have?       Like two or three. 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?      About 5 or 6. 95. Last movie you watched?       Dredd, I think. 96. Favourite actress?      Jennifer Lawrence (shes cute okay). 97. Favourite actor?       Jensen Ackles. 98. Do you tan a lot?      I don't even tan at all. 99. Have any pets?      Cat, two dogs, Three turtles, and two goldfish. 100. How are you feeling?      Okay. 101. Do you type fast?     Hell ye I do bro. 102. Do you regret anything from your past?      Plenty. 103. Can you spell well?      "Well." But I usually fuck up when I type too too fast. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?       A lot. But I'm getting over it. 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?      No. 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?       Yes. 107. Have you ever been on a horse?       Once. 108. What should you be doing?      Getting dressed and going to the store. 109. Is something irritating you right now?      Something always irritates me. 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?      Right now. 111. Do you have trust issues?   You asked this. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?     My mom. 113. What was your childhood nickname?      I'm not saying it, it's offensive to my species. 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?      No. 115. Do you play the Wii?     No. 116. Are you listening to music right now?      No. 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?      Yes. 118. Do you like Chinese food?      Yes. 119. Favourite book?     Warrior Cats, the first book, 120. Are you afraid of the dark?     Only when watching AHS. 121. Are you mean?      Sometimes. 122. Is cheating ever okay?       Never. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?      Hahahaa, no. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?       Yes. 125. Do you believe in true love?        Suppose so. 126. Are you currently bored?       "That's why I'm doing this." < 127. What makes you happy?       When everyone gets the fuck along and I can play games in peace. 128. Would you change your name?       Fuck yes. 129. What your zodiac sign?      Aries. 130. Do you like subway?        Subway as in sandwiches? Ye. Subway as in underground subway thing. no. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?     I'd be one happy mofo. 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?      "This was asked." < 133. Favourite lyrics right now?      The lyrics from I don't want. 134. Can you count to one million?      Too lazy. 135. Dumbest lie you ever told?       I've said a lot of dumb lies. 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?      Closed. 137. How tall are you?     5''4, pretty sure. 138. Curly or Straight hair?     Straight/Wavy. 139. Brunette or Blonde?      As in my hair colour? Brunette, I suppose. As in what I like? I don't care. Blondes are cute and all, but I seriously do not care. 140. Summer or Winter?     Winter. 141. Night or Day?          Night. 142. Favourite month?         March and December. 143. Are you a vegetarian?        tried. didn't work out. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?        Don't care. Chocolate is chocolate. I like chocolate. 145. Tea or Coffee?          Both. 146. Was today a good day?       It's not done yet, but I guess. 147. Mars or Snickers?          Snickers. 148. What’s your favourite quote?        Don't have one right now. 149. Do you believe in ghosts?      Yes. 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?      Page 42 is blank, so page 43, I suppose. "L had earned a certain degree of hostility from other detectives, and the jealous ones called him a hermit detective, or a computer detective, but neither one of these is a particularly accurate representation of the truth." It's from Death Note Another Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases.

Rei's Character Sheet

Character Chart 
Character’s full name: Kagene Rei
Reason or meaning of name: "Shadow Sound" "Law"
Character’s nickname: TsundRei
Reason for nickname: He's tsundere.
Birth date: May 22, 2008

Physical appearance
Age: 15
How old does he/she appear: Depends.
Weight: He doesn't check since he doesn't care.
Height: He's about 5"5.
Body build: Ectomorph/Slim.
Shape of face: Heart I suppose.
Eye color: Obviously golden.
Glasses or contacts: He wears reading glasses sometimes.
Skin tone: Pale complexed.
Distinguishing marks: N/A
Predominant features: His eyes.
Hair color: Raven. (AKA BLACK)
Type of hair: It's pretty straight, but kind of in between straight and wavy after he wakes up.
Hairstyle: Like Kagamine Len's, minus ponytail.
Voice: Obviously his which is derived from a lowered Rin.
Overall attractiveness: He's pretty attractive. 8/10. (Admin still rates him 10000000/10)
Physical disabilities: None.
Usual fashion of dress: He prefers to look well dressed and he also likes hoodies. But it usually doesn't really matter to him if the occasion isn't formal or anything. Toss on a jacket, get those black denim jeans, toss on those converse, and we're outta here.
Favorite outfit: Doesn't really have one. 
Jewelry or accessories: He likes wristbands sometimes.

Personality
Good personality traits: caring, intelligent, virtuoso, loyal, brave, computer whiz
Bad personality traits: grumpy, hot-headed, some-what rude, serious, sadistic, tsundere, sometimes yandere
Mood character is most often in: Indifference.
Sense of humor: It can be rude at times, at other times, it's pretty normal. It all depends on who he's around.
Character’s greatest joy in life: Playing the piano and drawing.
Character’s greatest fear: Being alone.
Why? Who wants to be alone in this world, that's why.
What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? If the people he actually cared about left him.
Character is most at ease when: Being by himself.
Most ill at ease when: When he's around someone he cares a lot about, other than his sister. He also hates being around dogs.
Enraged when: He doesn't get his way, others annoy him, loud people are being loud, obnoxious people, people, anything with annoying people in general, others get in his way, people steal his chocolate.
Depressed or sad when:  he knows he won't win, he's second choice, being friendzoned, he runs out of chocolate.
Priorities: Protect Rui.
Life philosophy: "One does not simply not protect thy Rui." 
If granted one wish, it would be: Eternal happiness.
Why? He ain't happy. 
Character’s soft spot: Cute things and people. 
Is this soft spot obvious to others? Depends how observant they are.
Greatest strength: Sharp with words. 
Greatest vulnerability or weakness: His tsunderness. 
Biggest regret: Being too patient.
Minor regret: Eating all the chocolate.
Biggest accomplishment: Found a group of people he cares about.
Minor accomplishment: Bought more chocolate.
Past failures he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about: He tried dating a Len, but that Len didn't feel the same. He liked.. Gakupo.
Why? Rei was a big man-whore back in the day, trying to date all the Len's he saw.
Character’s darkest secret: He's probably one of the most perverted guys you ever met.
Does anyone else know? Who knows.~

Goals
Drives and motivations: Self-motivation, end goal.
Immediate goals: Protect Rui everyday.
Long term goals: Try to be more sociable.
How the character plans to accomplish these goals: He kills who ever gets close to Rui. He doesn't know how to go about the second.
How other characters will be affected: Who knows?

Past
Hometown: Tokyo, Japan
Type of childhood: So-so.
Pets: He had a cat named Whisky, since he read it off a bottle on his father's desk.
First memory: He learned his first song on the piano with his mother.
Most important childhood memory: Burglary. 
Why: His parents died and it was just him and his sister. 
Childhood hero: He found L from Death Note admirable. 
Dream job: Pianist.
Education: He went to private when his parents were alive, then public after. His academics were really good.
Religion: N/A. He doesn't really care for it and has an open mind.
Finances: It was good.

Present 
Current location: Same.
Currently living with: By himself. There's an extra room for Rui when she comes over. 
Pets: He has a black and white cat named Mikan. 
Religion: Still doesn't care.
Occupation: Off and on Pianist at the local jazz club. He also works sometimes at the cafe.
Finances: From his left over money from his parents will, he's well off.

Family
Mother: He doesn't like people to know about his parents.
Relationship with her: People say he had a very good relationship with her.
Father: He doesn't like people to know about his parents.
Relationship with him: He was okay.
Siblings: Rui
Relationship with them: He cares for his sister a lot and will protect her at all costs.
Spouse: None.
Relationship with him/her:
Children: None.
Relationship with them:
Other important family members: Xei Kagene is his cousin. They get along as well as a cat and dog do. Despite that, they have their moments. Reika and Ruinto Kagene are his other cousins. He's closer to Reika.

Favorites 
Color: Gold
Least favorite color: White
Music: Classical
Food: Chocolate.
Literature: Fantasy.
Form of entertainment: Anime and Horror Movies.
Expressions: he doesn't really use expressions.
Mode of transportation: Car, walking at night.
Most prized possession:  A silver locket of his mom's.

Habits
Hobbies: Painting, Writing, Singing, Practising the piano, tending to his pet spiders, reading, playing soccer.
Plays a musical instrument? Piano.
Plays a sport? Soccer.
How he/she would spend a rainy day:  Inside reading or watching TV.
Spending habits: He tends to spend little on himself. On dates however, he goes all out.
Smokes: No.
Drinks: Ocassionally.
Other drugs: No. 
What does he/she do too much of? Procrastinating 
What does he/she do too little of? Considering others' feelings.
Extremely skilled at: Hacking and using the piano.
Extremely unskilled at: Apologising and being outgoing.
Nervous tics: No he doesn't tic. 
Usual body posture: He tries to have a proper posture, but when he feels threatened he usually slacks a little. 
Mannerisms: He has good manners around strangers and at the table. Good manners in general, except around people he dislikes.
Peculiarities: He looks around a lot, to observe his surrondings.

Traits 
Optimist or pessimist? Pessimist.
Introvert or extrovert? Introvert.
Daredevil or cautious? Daredevil.
Logical or emotional? Logical.
Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Methodical and neat.
Prefers working or relaxing? Relaxing.
Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Unsure.
Animal lover? Yes.

Self-perception 
How he/she feels about himself/herself: He's indifferent.
One word the character would use to describe self: Pessimistic. 
One paragraph description of how the character would describe self: "I find myself rather complex. To be honest.. yeah, I could be more friendly, but why be friendly to those who don't seem to understand what- Now I'm confused. The point is. I'm just complex, and talking about myself isn't going to make me realise anything big. So this is pretty stupid."
What does the character consider his/her best personality trait?  Intelligence.
What does the character consider his/her worst personality trait? Loner-ness.
What does the character consider his/her best physical characteristic? His eyes.
What does the character consider his/her worst physical characteristic? His height.
How does the character think others perceive him/her:  A small bundle of fire.
What would the character most like to change about himself/herself: His outlook on others.

Relationships with others
Opinion of other people in general: Idiots. 
Does the character hide his/her true opinions and emotions from others? He tries.
Person character most hates: Doesn't really have one. He really hates anyone who gets in his way though. Most presume he hates Gumo, but he doesn't hate him the most.
Best friend(s): He doesn't have much close friends. Suppose Mizki.
Love interest(s): Mizki, Taito.
Person character goes to for advice: Mizki..
Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Rui.
Person character feels shy or awkward around: Taito.
Person character openly admires: No one.
Person character secretly admires: He secretly admires Zeito, even though he has a slight dislike for him.
Most important person in character’s life before story starts: Mom.
After story starts: Rui.

Things 'bout Admin

You just learned a bit about me:
***I am a cuddler***
I am a morning person
I am an only child
***I am currently in my pajamas***
I am currently pregnant
***I am left handed***
***I am a little shy around everyone at first***
***I bite my nails***
***I can be paranoid at times***
I enjoy country music
I enjoy smoothies
I enjoy talking on the phone
I have a car
***I have/had a hard time paying attention at school***
I have a hidden talent
***I have a pet***
***I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl***
I have all my grandparents
I have been to another country
***I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor***
I have broken a bone
I have bathed someone
I have changed a diaper
***I have changed a lot over the past year***
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
***I have had major/minor surgery***
I have killed another person
I have had my hair cut within the last week
***I have mood swings***
***I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life***
***I have rejected someone before***
I like the taste of blood
I love Michael Jackson
***I love sleeping***
I love to shop
I own 100 CDs or more
I own and use a library card
I have more than 100 books in my room
I read books for pleasure in my spare time
***I sleep a lot during the day***
I watch soap operas on a regular basis
I work at a job that I enjoy
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
I am currently wearing socks
I am tired
***I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/write***
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month

I have/had:
***Graduated high school***
***Ridden every ride at an amusement park***
***Collected something really stupid***
Gone to a concert
***Helped someone***
Spun turn tables
***Watched four movies in one night***
Been broken up with
Taken a college or university level course
Been in a car accident
Been in a tornado
Watched someone die
***Been to a funeral***
***Burned yourself ***
Ran a marathon
Your parents got divorced
***Cried yourself to sleep***
***Spent over $200 in one day***
Cheated on someone
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter
***Had a best friend***
***Lost someone you loved***
***Skipped school***
***Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do***
Stolen books from the library
Been in a mental hospital
***Watched the “Harry Potter” movies***
Fired a gun
Been in a school play or production
Been fired from a job
Taken a lie detector test
Swam with dolphins
***Attempted suicide***
***Written poetry***
Read more than 20 books a year
Gone to Europe
***Loved someone you couldn’t have***
***Used a coloring book over age 12***
***Had surgery***
***Had stitches***
***Taken a taxi***
***Had more than 5 online conversations going at once***
**Had a hamster***
***Dyed your hair***
***Had something pierced***
Gotten straight A’s
***Your parents sent you to a shrink***
Been handcuffed

My hair is naturally the color:

Light brown
Brunette
***Dark brown***
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde/Ginger
Multicoloured
My eyes are:

***Brown***
Blue
Grey
Green
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things

I am:
Male
Female
***Other*** (Genderfluid)

Some of my biggest fears are:
Spiders/***other insects***
***Dying***
Doctor/Dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
***Being alone in the dark***
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Open spaces
Lightning

I have:
A friend with benefits
***A laptop in my room*** (computer
***A television in my room***
***Good grades***
My own car
Married parents

Rei's Seme or Uke Test Results [9.5]

[x] You like to be content in everything.
[x] When a person confesses his or her love to you and you don't like her or he, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[] You are quite hyperactive.
[] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[] You like making others blush.
[] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[x] You're usually shy with the opposite gender.
[] You like romantic-funny anime.
[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
[x] You have listened to "an café".
[/] You like listening to it.
[] You have one or two songs on your computer of "an café".
[] You are innocent and/or a little clumsy.
[] You smile at kitties.
[] You usually say "kawaii".
[/] You like plushies.
[] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
[] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
[]You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
[] You have called the mistaken number twice or more.
[] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
[] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
[] You call your pets cute names.
[] You believe that yaoi is the best.
[/] You're easy to trick/convince.
[] Some men scare you.
[] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
[] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
[] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
[] You've said "kyao" or something like that before.
[] When a person of the same gender gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
[x] You like j-pop.
[] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
[] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
[] You smile for no reason.
[] You usually are very positive.
[] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
[] You usually don't understand what your parents say.

30+ = Super Uke / Neko
21-30 = Uke / Neko
20 = Seme-uke / Tachi-neko
10-19 = Seme / Tachi
10- = Super Seme / Super Tachi

Another Word Meme thing? I'mma be totes honest.

• 1) Sexuality? Bi-Sexual or Pan-Sexual. I don't really know.
• 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? My soul-mate.
• 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.  "The worst-hit area, sometimes know as "Tornado-Alley," is a broad swath extending northward from Texas and continuing across Oklahoma and Kansas."
• 4) What do you think about most? My Friends.
• 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? "I don't know."
• 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With- I'd get cold.
• 7) What's your strangest talent? ... I'm really flexible? I don't know.
• 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)  Girls.... are just bundles of big messes ; Boys.... are just idiots who never can really think straight.
• 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? Hah. I wish. Oh wait. Well, does revised cover songs count? If so, yeah.
• 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? I was probably 13.
• 11) Do you have any strange phobias? I'm not sure, does Monophobia and Katsaridaphobia count?
• 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? What do you expect? I was a kid once.
• 13) What's your religion? Struggling between Christianity and Wicca. Leaning towards the latter. 
• 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Going to the store or messing with my dog or the cats.
• 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Neither. Well.. I do like taking pictures of stuff. So, yeah, behind.
• 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Ludo.
• 17) What was the last lie you told? Hm..hm... That I'd do LUVORATORRRRRY! I mean, I would but, I won't. I hate USTs.
• 18) Do you believe in karma? Yes.
• 19) What does your URL mean? I'm not on Tumblr right now.
• 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Love;Passion
• 21) Who is your celebrity crush? Don't really have one, but I guess.. Jensen Ackles?
• 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Haha, fuck no.
• 23) How do you vent your anger? Depends. I'll either 1) Lash out full throttle and not give one fuck or 2) bottle it up like every other emotion.
• 24) Do you have a collection of anything? A small collection of anime. I hardly watch the ones I have, but I guess I collect series.
• 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?  I hate my voice and I hate my looks so I'm cool with whichever.
• 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? Not really. I wish I'd become more open.
• 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? Background noise when I'm doing something ; Moans.
• 28) What's your biggest "what if"? What if life turned out somewhat the way I wanted it? What would it be like..?
• 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes, No.
• 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Strawberry Lemonade bottle ; Air.
• 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? Oxygen. Sweet, sweet oxygen.
• 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?  ICU in the hospital.
• 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? Whichever. I don't like coasts anyway. 
• 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Uh... I don't know. Do Vocaloids count? 
• 35) To you, what is the meaning of life? Kinda like the sims. do shit, do more shit, find love, have kids, have kids repeat.
• 36) Define Art. Art. Things that people make with their creative minds. Art is what seems majestic and beautiful to some. Art can be anything really. Love, Paintings, Agriculture. Basically, life is a big mess of art. Deep shit, huh?
• 37) Do you believe in luck? Sorta. Not really. I don't really have it, despite being part Irish.
• 38) What's the weather like right now? Cold.
• 39) What time is it? 2:51 AM.
• 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I'm learning, and no.
• 41) What was the last book you read? Uh.. well.. I forgot. Right now I'm reading "Willow" though-
• 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? Why should that even matter?
• 43) Do you have any nicknames? El, Ellie, uh.. I don't really have any for my first name so, yeah. Just my middle name.
• 44) What was the last movie you saw? G.B.F 
• 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? I cut my fingers and almost lost like one. Now I have a scar. 
• 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? No, why would I? Leave the mofos alone.
• 47) Do you have any obsessions right now? Nah.
• 48) What's your sexual orientation? Didn't you ask- oh. Was the first one for my gender? |D Whoops.
• 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Yes.
• 50) Do you believe in magic? Yes... somewhat.
• 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes, but if I really like the person, then nah. Eitherway, I don't really show my grudge-holding-ness.
• 52) What is your astrological sign? Aries.
• 53) Do you save money or spend it? I try to save it, but in the end it's gone at the speed of light.
• 54) What's the last thing you purchased? A bag of hot cheetos and doll for my sister.
• 55) Love or lust? Love 100%. 
• 56) In a relationship? Nah.
• 57) How many relationships have you had? Lemme see. Technically 4. But the first one didn't really count, so.. 3 really.
• 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No.
• 59) Where were you yesterday? Home. 
• 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My strawberry lemonade and some random speakers of my dad's (ex?) girlfriend.
• 61) Are you wearing socks right now?  Yeah.
• 62) What's your favorite animal? Animals. Cheetahs and Wolves.
• 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?  Don't really have one. No wonder my plans been going to shit.
• 64) Where is your best friend? I don't know. At their house.
• 65) Spit or swallow?(; Don't even... ... .. ... .. .. spit.
• 66) What is your heritage? I don't know-  
• 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? ... NEXT QUESTION.
• 68) What do you think is Satan's last name? What the fuck makes you think I think over about this?
• 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?  Obviously, now did I enter the sexual question zone or something?
• 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Not really, but sometimes I get cocky enough and say fuck yeah I would.
• 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Tell my boss I don't give a fuck and help the poor dog.
• 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a)I tell everyone because I can't keep my mouth shut. b) the usual, maybe do some daredevil shit. c) No. Sad. but then I'd get over it.
• 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust.
• 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Girls on Trampolines by Ludo.
• 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? I.. don't have a cell phone..
• 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Commonality, trust, loyalty.
• 77) How can I win your heart? Be an idiot fucktard. No, seriously.
• 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?  Well, I'm really creative, so why not?
• 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? I guess.. not going to school. Even though I look at that as a stupid decision a lot.
• 80) What size shoes do you wear? Uh.. //shrug. I dunno.
• 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? RIP. The idiot who could've got it over with a long time ago.
• 82) What is your favorite word? Crayon.
• 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Idiot.
• 84) What is a saying you say a lot? Go. 
• 85) What's the last song you listened to? Viva La Vida by Coldplay (8-bit version)
• 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? Blue, White, Black
• 87) What is your current desktop picture? 
  
• 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Me.
• 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? Who I like the most.
• 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? Wonder why they aren't attacking me, realise they are just standing there, tell them to go away and I'll talk to them later, go back to sleep.
• 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Mind-reading, with an on and off switch tho-
• 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Spending time with my best friends Ange and Travis. 
• 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? ODing/Suicide Attempt. I got stuck in a hospital for a couple of weeks. Horrible.
• 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? ...Can it be a Vocaloid?
• 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Where else? Japan.
• 96) Do you have any relatives in jail?  None that I know of or care about.
• 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? Haha, no.
• 98) Ever been on a plane? No.
• 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? I hate you all for condemning me to this Hell.