Things 'bout Admin

You just learned a bit about me:
***I am a cuddler***
I am a morning person
I am an only child
***I am currently in my pajamas***
I am currently pregnant
***I am left handed***
***I am a little shy around everyone at first***
***I bite my nails***
***I can be paranoid at times***
I enjoy country music
I enjoy smoothies
I enjoy talking on the phone
I have a car
***I have/had a hard time paying attention at school***
I have a hidden talent
***I have a pet***
***I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl***
I have all my grandparents
I have been to another country
***I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor***
I have broken a bone
I have bathed someone
I have changed a diaper
***I have changed a lot over the past year***
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
***I have had major/minor surgery***
I have killed another person
I have had my hair cut within the last week
***I have mood swings***
***I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life***
***I have rejected someone before***
I like the taste of blood
I love Michael Jackson
***I love sleeping***
I love to shop
I own 100 CDs or more
I own and use a library card
I have more than 100 books in my room
I read books for pleasure in my spare time
***I sleep a lot during the day***
I watch soap operas on a regular basis
I work at a job that I enjoy
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
I am currently wearing socks
I am tired
***I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/write***
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month

I have/had:
***Graduated high school***
***Ridden every ride at an amusement park***
***Collected something really stupid***
Gone to a concert
***Helped someone***
Spun turn tables
***Watched four movies in one night***
Been broken up with
Taken a college or university level course
Been in a car accident
Been in a tornado
Watched someone die
***Been to a funeral***
***Burned yourself ***
Ran a marathon
Your parents got divorced
***Cried yourself to sleep***
***Spent over $200 in one day***
Cheated on someone
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter
***Had a best friend***
***Lost someone you loved***
***Skipped school***
***Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do***
Stolen books from the library
Been in a mental hospital
***Watched the “Harry Potter” movies***
Fired a gun
Been in a school play or production
Been fired from a job
Taken a lie detector test
Swam with dolphins
***Attempted suicide***
***Written poetry***
Read more than 20 books a year
Gone to Europe
***Loved someone you couldn’t have***
***Used a coloring book over age 12***
***Had surgery***
***Had stitches***
***Taken a taxi***
***Had more than 5 online conversations going at once***
**Had a hamster***
***Dyed your hair***
***Had something pierced***
Gotten straight A’s
***Your parents sent you to a shrink***
Been handcuffed

My hair is naturally the color:

Light brown
Brunette
***Dark brown***
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde/Ginger
Multicoloured
My eyes are:

***Brown***
Blue
Grey
Green
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things

I am:
Male
Female
***Other*** (Genderfluid)

Some of my biggest fears are:
Spiders/***other insects***
***Dying***
Doctor/Dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
***Being alone in the dark***
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Open spaces
Lightning

I have:
A friend with benefits
***A laptop in my room*** (computer
***A television in my room***
***Good grades***
My own car
Married parents

Rei's Seme or Uke Test Results [9.5]

[x] You like to be content in everything.
[x] When a person confesses his or her love to you and you don't like her or he, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[] You are quite hyperactive.
[] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[] You like making others blush.
[] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[x] You're usually shy with the opposite gender.
[] You like romantic-funny anime.
[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
[x] You have listened to "an café".
[/] You like listening to it.
[] You have one or two songs on your computer of "an café".
[] You are innocent and/or a little clumsy.
[] You smile at kitties.
[] You usually say "kawaii".
[/] You like plushies.
[] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
[] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
[]You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
[] You have called the mistaken number twice or more.
[] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
[] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
[] You call your pets cute names.
[] You believe that yaoi is the best.
[/] You're easy to trick/convince.
[] Some men scare you.
[] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
[] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
[] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
[] You've said "kyao" or something like that before.
[] When a person of the same gender gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
[x] You like j-pop.
[] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
[] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
[] You smile for no reason.
[] You usually are very positive.
[] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
[] You usually don't understand what your parents say.

30+ = Super Uke / Neko
21-30 = Uke / Neko
20 = Seme-uke / Tachi-neko
10-19 = Seme / Tachi
10- = Super Seme / Super Tachi

Another Word Meme thing? I'mma be totes honest.

• 1) Sexuality? Bi-Sexual or Pan-Sexual. I don't really know.
• 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? My soul-mate.
• 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.  "The worst-hit area, sometimes know as "Tornado-Alley," is a broad swath extending northward from Texas and continuing across Oklahoma and Kansas."
• 4) What do you think about most? My Friends.
• 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say? "I don't know."
• 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on? With- I'd get cold.
• 7) What's your strangest talent? ... I'm really flexible? I don't know.
• 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)  Girls.... are just bundles of big messes ; Boys.... are just idiots who never can really think straight.
• 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you? Hah. I wish. Oh wait. Well, does revised cover songs count? If so, yeah.
• 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar? I was probably 13.
• 11) Do you have any strange phobias? I'm not sure, does Monophobia and Katsaridaphobia count?
• 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? What do you expect? I was a kid once.
• 13) What's your religion? Struggling between Christianity and Wicca. Leaning towards the latter. 
• 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Going to the store or messing with my dog or the cats.
• 15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Neither. Well.. I do like taking pictures of stuff. So, yeah, behind.
• 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Ludo.
• 17) What was the last lie you told? Hm..hm... That I'd do LUVORATORRRRRY! I mean, I would but, I won't. I hate USTs.
• 18) Do you believe in karma? Yes.
• 19) What does your URL mean? I'm not on Tumblr right now.
• 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? Love;Passion
• 21) Who is your celebrity crush? Don't really have one, but I guess.. Jensen Ackles?
• 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Haha, fuck no.
• 23) How do you vent your anger? Depends. I'll either 1) Lash out full throttle and not give one fuck or 2) bottle it up like every other emotion.
• 24) Do you have a collection of anything? A small collection of anime. I hardly watch the ones I have, but I guess I collect series.
• 25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?  I hate my voice and I hate my looks so I'm cool with whichever.
• 26) Are you happy with the person you've become? Not really. I wish I'd become more open.
• 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love? Background noise when I'm doing something ; Moans.
• 28) What's your biggest "what if"? What if life turned out somewhat the way I wanted it? What would it be like..?
• 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes, No.
• 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. Strawberry Lemonade bottle ; Air.
• 31) Smell the air. What do you smell? Oxygen. Sweet, sweet oxygen.
• 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?  ICU in the hospital.
• 33) Choose East Coast or West Coast? Whichever. I don't like coasts anyway. 
• 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Uh... I don't know. Do Vocaloids count? 
• 35) To you, what is the meaning of life? Kinda like the sims. do shit, do more shit, find love, have kids, have kids repeat.
• 36) Define Art. Art. Things that people make with their creative minds. Art is what seems majestic and beautiful to some. Art can be anything really. Love, Paintings, Agriculture. Basically, life is a big mess of art. Deep shit, huh?
• 37) Do you believe in luck? Sorta. Not really. I don't really have it, despite being part Irish.
• 38) What's the weather like right now? Cold.
• 39) What time is it? 2:51 AM.
• 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I'm learning, and no.
• 41) What was the last book you read? Uh.. well.. I forgot. Right now I'm reading "Willow" though-
• 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline? Why should that even matter?
• 43) Do you have any nicknames? El, Ellie, uh.. I don't really have any for my first name so, yeah. Just my middle name.
• 44) What was the last movie you saw? G.B.F 
• 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had? I cut my fingers and almost lost like one. Now I have a scar. 
• 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly? No, why would I? Leave the mofos alone.
• 47) Do you have any obsessions right now? Nah.
• 48) What's your sexual orientation? Didn't you ask- oh. Was the first one for my gender? |D Whoops.
• 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you? Yes.
• 50) Do you believe in magic? Yes... somewhat.
• 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes, but if I really like the person, then nah. Eitherway, I don't really show my grudge-holding-ness.
• 52) What is your astrological sign? Aries.
• 53) Do you save money or spend it? I try to save it, but in the end it's gone at the speed of light.
• 54) What's the last thing you purchased? A bag of hot cheetos and doll for my sister.
• 55) Love or lust? Love 100%. 
• 56) In a relationship? Nah.
• 57) How many relationships have you had? Lemme see. Technically 4. But the first one didn't really count, so.. 3 really.
• 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No.
• 59) Where were you yesterday? Home. 
• 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My strawberry lemonade and some random speakers of my dad's (ex?) girlfriend.
• 61) Are you wearing socks right now?  Yeah.
• 62) What's your favorite animal? Animals. Cheetahs and Wolves.
• 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?  Don't really have one. No wonder my plans been going to shit.
• 64) Where is your best friend? I don't know. At their house.
• 65) Spit or swallow?(; Don't even... ... .. ... .. .. spit.
• 66) What is your heritage? I don't know-  
• 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM? ... NEXT QUESTION.
• 68) What do you think is Satan's last name? What the fuck makes you think I think over about this?
• 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?  Obviously, now did I enter the sexual question zone or something?
• 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Not really, but sometimes I get cocky enough and say fuck yeah I would.
• 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Tell my boss I don't give a fuck and help the poor dog.
• 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a)I tell everyone because I can't keep my mouth shut. b) the usual, maybe do some daredevil shit. c) No. Sad. but then I'd get over it.
• 73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust.
• 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Girls on Trampolines by Ludo.
• 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? I.. don't have a cell phone..
• 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Commonality, trust, loyalty.
• 77) How can I win your heart? Be an idiot fucktard. No, seriously.
• 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?  Well, I'm really creative, so why not?
• 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? I guess.. not going to school. Even though I look at that as a stupid decision a lot.
• 80) What size shoes do you wear? Uh.. //shrug. I dunno.
• 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone? RIP. The idiot who could've got it over with a long time ago.
• 82) What is your favorite word? Crayon.
• 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. Idiot.
• 84) What is a saying you say a lot? Go. 
• 85) What's the last song you listened to? Viva La Vida by Coldplay (8-bit version)
• 86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors? Blue, White, Black
• 87) What is your current desktop picture? 
  
• 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Me.
• 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on? Who I like the most.
• 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do? Wonder why they aren't attacking me, realise they are just standing there, tell them to go away and I'll talk to them later, go back to sleep.
• 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? Mind-reading, with an on and off switch tho-
• 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Spending time with my best friends Ange and Travis. 
• 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? ODing/Suicide Attempt. I got stuck in a hospital for a couple of weeks. Horrible.
• 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be? ...Can it be a Vocaloid?
• 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Where else? Japan.
• 96) Do you have any relatives in jail?  None that I know of or care about.
• 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car? Haha, no.
• 98) Ever been on a plane? No.
• 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? I hate you all for condemning me to this Hell. 

Admin's "About Me" Questionnaire.

What is today's date? February 18, 2014 

What time is it right now? 7:17 AM

*PERSONAL DETAILS

Nicknames? El, LiLi, uh... that's it.

Where do you live? Texas, USA.

What's your age? 16

Hair color? Blonde-ish brown mix. ( Dyed my hair. )

Eye color? Dark Brown

Height? 5' 3"

Shoe size? I don't fucking know.

Date of Birth? March 28, 1997

What's your star sign? Aries

Element? Fire

How many siblings? 3 older half-brothers, 1 younger half-brother, 1 younger half-sister. If only one of them was named Marco...

How many pets? Not including my dad's turtles an dog, just 1 dog. Her name is Saige.

Obsessions? SNK, Vocaloid, Sims 3.

Bad habits? Staying online way too much. Doing fucking nothing all the time.

Phobias? Blattodephobia, Monophobia, Kakorrhaphiophobia.


*ABOUT YOU

What makes you happy? Attention, affection, music, friends, etc.

What really irritates you? No one is really ever on when I'm awake, people who act stupid, lies, jackasses, people in general.

What makes you sad? Loneliness and Rejection.

What makes you angry? Everything.

What makes you scared? Rejection. Fucking Rejection.

Who is your best friend? You mean best friends? Alex and Lisa.

Ever broken a bone? Nah.

What's the best advice you've ever received? Life is like a book. When one chapter ends, another begins.

What was the last CD you bought? Not sure, I think FFX. I don't buy music CDs if that's what you mean-

What was the last book you read? Willow by Julia Hoban. I'm actually still reading it, so...

Who was the last person you spoke to? My mother.

What was the last thing you ate? Sweet n' Salty Kettle Corn Popcorn.

What was the last thing you drank? Water

What's the best thing you've ever bought? With my own money..? My Attack on Titan jacket.

What's the worst thing you've ever bought? Pizza for fucking $44.

What's the best thing you've ever been given? My anime collection.

What's the worst thing you've ever been given? Some nail pedicure thing.

What are your future goals? I don't know. Live life to the- er... Stay alive.

Describe your bedroom? I would, honestly, I would... if I had a room- 

What's your most embarrassing moment? Hm... out of every embarrassing moment? I'd say everytime my family brings up that time when I was like 5/6. I was hanging out with my older cousin and his friend. I asked his friend, "Hey Joey, do you like girls?". He said, "Of course", then I came out with, "Well I'm a girl!". Like... seriously, young me? he's fucking 15 or something and you're like 5.

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? ...Ooh. What was that? I was watching this hot girl in some porn video-

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? Jensen Ackles, mannn.

Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? Be on the computer.

Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? Be on the computer.

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be? Uno: For all anime to be re- wait.. if I wished for all anime to be real, then SNK would become real- so titans would be real- Oh sheet. I just wished for the apocalypse. Dos: I'd wish to find true love- What can I say? I'm a hopeless romantic. Tres: It may sound pretty selfish, but I'd wish for everyone I love to be with me for eternity. I don't deal with death very well when it involves loved ones.

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do? I'd stop myself from trying to commit suicide. My life would change a lot, but meh..

What's the first thing you think about when you wake up? "It's 10 AM...? Haha, fuck that shit." Then go back to sleep.

What exactly were you doing on September 11th as the terrorist attacks were being carried out in America? As dick-ish as it may sound, that day wasn't that important to me for me to remember what I was doing on that day. 

Have you ever been in love? Yes.

Do you believe in the after-life? Yes.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? I don't know, hopefully with my dream job, a husband/wife, and two kiddos, yo.

If you could choose your own death, how would you go? Simple. I wouldn't go. 

Would you ever consider having plastic surgery? No. Just, no.

What's the funniest joke you've ever been told? 
Ba harmy putar? 
GLARCHI!! 

Gets me every fucking time.

Do you have any regrets in life? A lot.

What advice would you give to a kid? When those lil' assholes bully you, shove your fist up their asses. Tell him to call you a "faggot" one more time, see what happens. If they do, proceed to shove shit in their mouths, because that is what they are speaking.  Besides, you are what you eat. Of course I'd censor all that for the kid.

Any hidden talents? They're called hidden for a reason. How would I know?

Is yours an 'innie' or 'outie'? ....My belly button? .. It's a motherfucking innie, yo.

Last job? The Corner None.

Current job? Jack in The Butt.

Dream job? Video Game Design, preferably the concept design or story writing.

Who is your hero? Hm.... I look up to Dean Winchester and The Doctor- 

Describe yourself in 3 words: Hot-Headed, Loyal, Easily Bored

*FAVORITES

Favorite color? Sea Foam Green. 

Favorite number? 8 or 18. Really, anything with an 8.

Favorite animal? Cheetahs... cats in general.

Favorite sport (to play)? Soccer. I want to learn baseball tho-

Favorite sport (to watch)? I'd only watch sports if I was actually at the game, not on TV- but it's between Basketball and Soccer.

Favorite Show(s)? Supernatural, Doctor Who, Game of Thrones.

Favorite movies? Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby.

Favorite band? Ludo or ONE OK ROCK.

Favorite song? Girls on Trampolines by Ludo.

Favorite room in the house? My dad's room since it has the computer.

Favorite board game? Monopoly.

Favorite video games? Don't really have a favourite.

Favorite PC game? The Sims 3, Minecraft, SNK Tribute Game.

Favorite food? OhMyGod, Sushi.

Favorite fast-food? Jack in the Box...?

Favorite drink? Milk.

Favorite magazine? I don't read magazines.

Favorite place? Home.

Favorite cartoon character?  Stewie.

Favorite day of the week? Monday.

Favorite day of the year? Payday.

Favorite season? Winter or Fall.

Favorite holiday? My Birthday.

Favorite girls name? Hm... Don't really have one.

Favorite boys name? It used to be Alexander and Kevin. But now it's just Kevin. //cough.

Favorite country? Japan. 

Favorite smell? Apple Cinnamon.

Favorite sound? Pianos and music boxes.

Favorite accent? British.


*PREFERENCES

Coke or Pepsi? Neither, I prefer Sprite.

Pen or Pencil? Pencil.

Day or Night? Night, obviously.

Cat or Dog? Catsssss.

Summer or Winter? Winter.

T.V. or Radio? Television.

Brains or Beauty? Being smart is always better.

Cup or Mug? Mug for Hot Cocoa. I also have this specific set of cups I only drink out of.

Tea or Coffee? Coffee (With creamer and milk.)

Gold or Silver? Gold.

Brush or Comb? Brush.

City or Country? Honestly, neither. I'd prefer the suburbs.

Red or White wine? I don't care. Either one.

Early or Late riser? Obviously, late.

Blond or Brunette? Blonde.

Scarey or Romantic movies? Depends on my mood, but scary sounds nice a lot.

Board or Computer games? Computer games, of course.

Half full or Half empty? Half full. But that doesn't mean shit if I'm optimistic or pessimistic- Just saiyan.

Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Myeh. Happy and poor. 

Glasses or Contacts? Contacts. But for now, I guess I'll stick with my glasses.

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolates. Besides, there's a chance I might share with you. //wink.

Love or Money? Always going to answer love.

Hugs or Kisses? Hugs. Cuddling is adorable, man.


*RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW

What are you wearing? Black and White shirt, black skinny jeans. 

What's the latest news? Uh. Well, life is going pretty okay, my only friend in real-life is moving, but she was dick to my mom and family so fuck her. 

What's the weather like? It's so-so. Cold, Hot. It's bipolar.

How do you feel? Depressed, lonely, tired.


*WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

Cried? Uh.. the other week I think.

Laughed? Today.

Swore? Like 1 minute ago.

Lied? Can't remember. 

Got drunk? ... ... a year or so... //sighhhhh.

Read a newspaper? What teenager reads the newspaper? I guess like, a while back, just for the comic strips-

Read your horoscope? A couple weeks back.

Had a bath/shower? Yesterday night.

Had a cold? A week ago.

Smiled at someone? Last night.

Gave someone a cuddle? Yesterday night.

Said, 'I love you'? Last night.


*PEOPLE YOU KNOW

Who's the nicest? Damian.

Who's the funniest? Oscar.

Who's the most annoying? Everyone of them gets annoying, besides Damian-

Who's the best looking? .. hm.... I don't know.

Who's the weirdest? Lisa.

Who's the chattiest? Len. 

Who's the quietest? Alex.

Who's the most outrageous? Lisa. 

Who's the shyest? Amy's boyfriend.

Who's the kindest? Amy.

Who's the idiot? Alex. //snicker.

Who's the friendliest? Krystal. 

Who's the best?  Damian.


*THE OPPOSITE SEX

What is a turn on? Being Provocative.

What is a turn off? Assholes.

What physical feature are you attracted to the most? Hair is usually the first thing I look at, then clothes, but eyes are usually what leaves me bedazzled.

Best pick up line? I don't really have one.. I just want him to tell me the truth. Just straight up saying, "I really like you, El. You make my day brighter, and you're just so wonderful..." etc etc. I'd literally melt. 

What's the most irritating thing about them? When they mess with my feelings. Even if they don't know they are. It just really hurts, man.

Could you live without them? As much as I like girls, I can't live without guys either.

Describe your ideal partner? Smart, protective, caring, won't constantly be at my side though-, mysterious, funny, plays games with me, has things in common with me, etc. Someone who would take the time to walk me home, who'd ask me how my day was, actually spend time with me. He'd be perfect if he'd tried to spend time with me when I'm awake at night. 

What time is it now? 8:34 AM